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Tuesday, September 01, 2015
It feels like what im doing is all invisible in the eyes of your parents. They seem to take it for granted that i rush down right after i finish my last deal at work, run to the mrt station, gobble up dinner and wishing they could all eat faster so tt i can see you quickly. They seem to take it like it's expected of me.
It's so late alr yet others go and see you, how nice of them. But for me, it's expected of me to stay till late. Of course, i am not categorised under "you xin le". It just hurts to feel unappreciated. Maybe im overthinking it. But it hurts not to be appreciated.
How can i be accused of not putting you as priority when all i could ever think of is you at work. Even you feel the same way as ur parents. Even you pointed out tt ur friends placed you as priority. So what was i doing all evening? All day? Why was i being worried for someone who doesnt even think i care. Why was i so foolish to care abt someone who thinks that i dont place him as priority. This is hurting me much more than it should. But if i tell him this, i'll be accused of victimising myself again. And another fight would ensue. I love him alot, but i dont wanna be unappreciated all the same.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:42 PM|
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