每个人都需要找到属于自己的生活模式。只要找到了, 自己就会觉得生活过得很充实, 很愉快。:) and no matter how ppl put us down, we'll still find meaning in the things that we do. That's why we should always find out where our passion lies in and how we want our lives to turn out in the future (:

SBM, if you are still reading my blog, i love yoooooou! :)) You're definitely one of the few reasons that kept me going in JC and you've always been my good confidante all these years. Though we dont speak on a daily/weekly basis, whenever we meet, it just feels like we've just spoken yesterday. ((: my dear sbm, just so you know, you're so deeply appreciated! :D

Love, fellow SBM.

Charmaine Yue, lets go running today! Gogogo! ^.^

I can totally understand why girls play hard to get when a guy's wooing her. Cos it's only during courtship tt guys are willing to spend 2-3 hrs a night talking to a girl on the phone. After the guy succeeds in wooing the girl, this process (and many other perks) totally stops. No more long calls at night. None. N-o-n-e. Kosong. Kkay, im not complaining. Just sayin'.

But anws, i just feel really stupid for being so itchy hand. I feel like slapping myself with this pair of hands. I mean seriously, why must i be such an ass? Cant i just leave it alone?

Lol, that's why they always say dont be too sure of what you say. Because you never know what the future holds. Lol, shocking but learning to understand. Understanding does not equate to agreeing with what the other person's doing. It just means tt i know his reasons behind it and i'll not interfere, but i may not agree with it still.

It's just another whole new thing. I'll learn to accept it somehow, i guess. Unless he's willing to do smth abt it? -hints- -winks winks- Xp

Sometimes, i just feel really fortunate..

When you've got someone who thinks/cares for your well-being, it's a really fortunate thing and i should count my blessings and cherish it (:

Im so scared that we'll just be strangers from tmr onwards. It just seems so scary tt a person i love this much can become a stranger in just a matter of a few days.

I know all my rants were pointless. Cos no matter what it is, i still love him, a lot. A person should not rant when she's unhappy, cos it may cause hurt to both parties.

I hope this small issue can be forgotten and we can pick up from where we left off. It's so awful to be quarreling over this. I feel as though my heart is breaking down.

I still love him dearly. And my heart is aching so much from thinking what will happen tmr when i meet him. But if he's no longer here with me, i cant force him to stay beside me anymore. He wont be happy.

My heart hurts so much now. I just feel so awful.

Love you dear, no matter what happens tmr, i wish you the best in your life.

Dear brain, please shut up with all those useless stuff and concentrate fully on m.econs! Icandothis. It's not the first time anyways, let it go. Learnt from the experience, smile and move on. I am stronger than i think. That's right.

Stop thinking about all these! Just study hard and move on!!! You know you've got lots to mug! Dont bother yourself w all these and just study really hard!

You make me feel unimportant. Thanks for making a girl feel like she's invisible. I know how important i am to you now. So important tt you can ignore whatever i'm saying. Now, i feel as though all the promises were all lies.

I dont think ive ever cried this hard in my life before. Tears just keep coming outta my eyes. I cant seem to wipe it all away...

Disappointed. No matter what the issue is, you should never give someone such a cold treatment. I dont even feel like im being respected as a person. Dont just shrug your shoulders or give me a one-word reply, it's just not right. Im a person, i have feelings.

And thanks, you made me understand how it feels like to be hurt over silly issues. This is the silliest issue ive ever had a quarrel over. And just fyi, this made me cry a river yest night. I dont even know how helpless i was to cry like this. It's just plain frustrating to talk to a person who's expressionless and seems like he's willing to give anything to stay miles away from you.

My heart sank a little yesterday night. If such a small issue could take such a toll on us, i dont know what's up ahead in our path.