felt so hurt today. one downright mean and fugly patient used vulgarities on me when i was registering for him. He had a very bad patient record in the system, everyone who served him before will leave behind a note in the system commenting on his attitude and bad temper, and so did i. i wrote a paragraph on how he treated me when registering. he used vulgarities on me! and guess what, i still had to smile. i should have retorted. at least give a witty reply that will leave him speechless. like, " i'm so sure that your boys will be so proud of your colourful language" (his kids are behind him)...
BAH!!! and the problem is that those words shouldn't be lashed out at me! he wanted to see his doc, but doc wasn't around, so he has gotta change doc. didn't wanna wait. omgoodness. i feel like dunking his head into a pile of shit. asshole.
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Sunday, December 26, 2010
merry christmas everyone (: and happy boxing day! (: really feel very happy these few days (: everyone's basking in the festive mood. have lotsa fun and enjoy this festive season, everyone!
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Thursday, December 23, 2010
lost my cool today. and i felt so bad after that. everyone was feeling pressurized under the stress that we faced today. sorta buckle under the stress and flared up. it's the feeling of helplessness that drove me to the tipping point. i expect ppl to reciprocate and treat me the way i treat them, but maybe it's too much to ask for. ppl are not willing to help, not willing to step out of their comfort zone to assist you when you're in need, period. no explanations needed. lesson learnt : never expect help from others. especially in your workplace. always depend on yourself cos you'll never know when others will let you down. still, i shouldn't have shouted like that. though i really hate how selfish and ugly ppl can get, it's not even my area of responsibility and i put in the effort to help, only to receive a shrug from the staff nurse there who said, " i'm very busy" and then rolled her eyes. Bloody hell, i'm busier with loads of patient to attend to. It's just that your patient came to me and i helped her and now i'm directing her back to you to finalise the details and there you go shrugging and shirking responsibilities. Asshole. how am i suppose to know how to deal with your patients. Lots of ppl have very ugly sides to them. downright mean and ugly :(
k, i don't really seem very apologetic. the fact is that i'm feeling bad for flaring up and adding tension to the alr-very-busy-and-stressful clinic and for the fact that i'm not controlling my temper well enough, but i'm not feeling apologetic towards that irritating ass.
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christmas is round the corner and there're a few gatherings here and there... but, i've not started on christmas shopping =X oops.
I went to AMK hub the other day and attempted to do some christmas shopping. In the end, i find all the stuff rather silly and just went back home. haha, gosh. sincerity, charmaine yue, you've gotta put in some effort and search for them. i wonder if i would have to resort to chocs again this year? =X omg, i'm like the worst friend to receive a christmas present from. forgive me, dear friends.
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you've got one life, live it
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Monday, December 20, 2010
guess what... i contacted the reliable dealer in singapore... and it's 750!! not 400 :( 400 is the resale price of a used sh-01b :( that is like damn sad... i would prefer to get it through the trustworthy source though... so, it will cost me 750... omg. damn sad. i don't wanna spend 3/4 of a month's pay on it... shall reconsider.
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Sunday, December 19, 2010
i'm eyeing a new phone now... (: thinking of getting docomo's sh-01b (: It looks SOOOOO classy! i would love to have a phone like this... and i can text my friends in jap or ask my sensei qns in jap, which will actually help me in jap i hope. (: okay, shall start saving up! it's been out for a year now... the price is still rocket high at 400 ++. o wells...
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:) i'm going to jcs to register tmr... hopefully i'll get a place in their course! please please please let me learn jap there!!
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alyy + leonce
Thursday, December 16, 2010
jogging with xiu on saturday! :) celebrating dad's bday on sat!
i'm running out of ideas. haven't really figure out how we should celebrate his birthday. and since i'm the only one in my boring family who's interested in celebrating birthdays in an interesting manner, i ought to come up with something fast lest it becomes a disappointing bday celebration.
haven't send out christmas cards... shall do so in the next few days, else they'll become belated xmas cards, which will be like so not sincere.
mum asked me to just kiv jap lessons. but if i don't learn it now during my 8 mth break, wouldn't it be like a total waste of time? jap jap jap jap jap.. damn it, why didn't i take it up in sec?
wondering if i should continue yamaha's music course... i know they'll start teaching us how to compose songs the next grade. but first, i have to figure out how to pass the grade that i struggled so hard with in j1. i'm so bad at hearing, so bad at improvising, so bad at sight singing, i cringe whenever i hear myself sing. and the only thing i'm interested in for the next grade is actually composing... actually i've dreamt of excelling in hearing and being able to improvise on the spot, but i know it'll never happen in reality, cos i'm not really blessed with musical talents. others start early and excel, i start early and only worsen as years go by. you have only yourself to blame charmaine yue, serve you right for not practising the chords and stuff when you were young.
on some days, i'll wonder... are my friends all doing fine? you know, you won't really think of these stuff while you're in school and studying... but when you're working or having a break from school, these thoughts will just pop up in your mind.
miss baby alyy, shall visit her soon. heard she's chubby now :) anw, one of my younger cousins picked up a line from school(kindergarden). and his favourite catch phrase now whenever he sees someone is, "are you gay?". LOL. he asked baby alyy(who is only four months old btw) if she's gay.. my bro was standing beside the baby cot and just staring at my cousin unbelievably. he's mental :P btw, i sorta pitied him and said yes... and he asked me, why are you gay? and right after, he asked me, what is gay? LOL. he picked up that line without knowing what it means. kids are seriously... haha.
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wanna go watch junsu's concert... hopefully some miraculous thing will happen and allow me to travel to korea for free and watch junsu's musical concert for free too..
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my mum threw away all the pudding i made over the weekend. HA. she didn't even try it!
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Monday, December 13, 2010
i need someone who's VERY patient to try acapella with me... haha, i can still rmb that i almost drove manda mad during our j1 break with my inability to harmonise. YZ, sara, evelyn yap tried their very best to help me when i was in j2 :) really thank them for all the effort... or else i'll just be a useless chess piece in the whole chess game. kay, need to try acapella someday. with some patient ppl. bah.
christmas is coming, the goose is getting fat ~! :)
ja;
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Sunday, December 12, 2010
i was supposed to make a pudding today which looked yummy and simply mouth-watering. on the recipe it looked like this:
i followed the recipe and make sure i proceed with care. guess what my pudding look like? TADAA, it turned out to be smth like this:
sobs... i think it looks like muay-chee more than anything else... and it smells like noodles... but i followed the exact portion of flour as instructed. alright, if i wanna eat pudding next time, i should just travel down to ssc to get it.
T.T
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gonna get a new phone soon. preferably a clamshell phone! :) gotta start hunting for one now.. my current phone's my bro's, and it seems that he's hinting to me to return the phone asap cos he wants to trade it in.
random thoughts: i miss daoju. i miss the crazy ppl there. i miss the late nights that we hanged around in school to finish our props. the scary yet funny thought that we'll be discovered by Miss Lim anytime and get a scolding from her. my fellow dj zuzhangs-ceci,harkie,ameline. my dear juniors who helped out so much despite the gross inefficiencies of this zuzhang here and the blur zuzhang here who spilled the whole tin of paint on her pinafore.
i miss ghc. and the literal meaning of ghc. i miss going home with you guys. i miss taking 265 and just sharing the daily events in school. i missthe fact that you guys will always wait without complaints while i sort out my books and files to bring home daily.
i miss ying shui si yuan pool where tan and i made our wishes prior to our exam.
i miss how daddy used to hold my tiny little hand while we were out.
i miss the hols spent at sam's house.
i miss my music classmates.
i miss performing the electone in front of an audience.
i miss 29/08 and how carefree we were every day(although there were consequences to that =P).
i miss lishi meetings.
i miss LCPs.
i miss primary sch outing (although these outings are virtually non-existent now and it's impossible to gather everyone together again) i miss our weekly outings to orchard.
haha. having so much time to reminisce about the past just shows how "effective" i'm utilising my time yea? haha. if only i can turn back the clock. sad to say, i've lost all my pics taken when i was in sec school and jc cos my comp crashed. everything is stored in my memory now. there's no backup. and when time passes, these memories will fade too, i suppose.
shall learn from my experience and start storing my pics in photobucket as of now. at least i can retrieve them if smth happens to my comp again.
ja, sayonara.
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Saturday, December 11, 2010
doushite?
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Tuesday, December 07, 2010
I can't believe how slow i can be... I truly admire DBSK's vocals and personality... only after they've gone their seperate ways... They can harmonise and blend well even without any prior preparations. Listen to this ( IGNORE THE PART IN FRONT, they are just lazing around and singing out of tune, but wait till you hear how they sing:
xiah junsu! :P i love xiah and yunho couple :/ dbsk aktf!
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Sunday, December 05, 2010
this song's full of emotions. i think anyone who listens to it will be somehow touched by the feelings conveyed in the song.
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Saturday, December 04, 2010
oops... I have no idea what to wear to my cousin's wedding... and it's not a wedding dinner, it's something like a wedding"lunch" instead =X I'm leaving the house at around 10am, which leaves me... hmmm... less than 8 hours to find something to wear!!! o my.. -box myself
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Friday, December 03, 2010
According to Hark the half-unicorn (she's really just a cavewomen driven mad by the prolonged period of isolation), HAPPY= hair-shhhee shhhee(pee).
Trust me, she's insane. HAHAHAHAHA. She said i was just a plain mortal being! i have this feeling she'd all these inspiration from watching despicable me and harry potter added together. =P Anw, I'm happy cos I went to watch HP7 with harkie today!!!!! HAPPY!!! I've been wanting to watch it since it came out last month!!! Hermione is PREEETTTTTTYYY! really had a fun day out with that girl, she's so funny... every sentence that comes out of her is funny, whether if it was intentional or not :) so overall, it was really a very enjoyable outing with that half-unicorn!!
Anw, right after my exam yesterday, Peiyi and I rushed to make a birthday cake for our birthday girl, TAN LIYI (goodness, she's known by her uni friends as Janice... GASPS!!). Luckily Xiaowei could make it, so we all met up at night to celebrate tan's bday :) After celebration, it was very late for Peiyi to head back all the way to hostel so she stayed over :) Though it was a mad rush the last 2 days, it was loads of fun fun fun fun fun!!
WOOHOOOOOOO!!! I'm enjoying it! :) Anw, here's one crazy pic that i took on the spur of the moment :)
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I'm having a headache... And it has been stuck with me since the midst of my A levels :( I've tried taking panadols, vitamins and drank enough water (okay, that's a partial lie. Cos my definition of "enough water" is always relatively smaller in quantity as compared to other peeps') I can't get rid of it and it's driving me nuts cos i can't think properly or do my stuff with full concentration with this drilling thingy happening at the back of my head... Shoo headache, shoo. I don't like you in my life.
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ME
About Me
Maine
13051991
SIM-UOL Accounting & Finance, Sophomore
LOVES SINGING. wanna try acapella one day, but i still lack confidence
love st nics to bits
Likes
FAVES...
Chocs
Ice-cream
Dislikes
being bossed around
coffee!
people who smoke near me
abalone!
