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Thursday, February 17, 2011
how am i to smile and actually speak to someone whom i utterly depise and am sorely disappointed in? must i force myself to put on that smile everyday? that'll be so hypocritical... can't believe i'm actually entering the stage in life whereby you have to "smile no matter how much you dislike the person in front of you"
so tired of seeing how ppl can twist words and malign anyone just to get what they want. customer service is a fugly line to get yourself into. i'm so tired, i wish i can just stop now... it's draining the life away from my smiles.. i'm no longer smiling cos i feel like smiling and am genuinely happy, i'm just hanging that plastic smile on my face just cos i have to, the smile's there cos it's expected of us, we're ordered to smile... "Greet the patients, smile... " and the long list goes on...
I remembered that one patient commented on my first week of work, "you must be a new staff here." i asked her how did she know and she replied, " cos you're still so lively and excited about your job! keep up the good work and your smile alright?" i told her i will... haha, and now i know how hard it is to keep that promise. haha, i guess i will be able to tell if a staff is new to a job quite well now. i will tell her the same thing that the patient told me 2 months ago... cos i want her to know that i appreciate her service and i don't take it for granted. cos she might be feeling sick and ill and no one gives a damn and pays her a meagre pay and expects a 5-star hotel kinda service. i don't want this kinda misfortune to befall anyone.
i'm disgusted by ppl. just wanna shut myself away from this fugly world, away from all these fugly ppl. i don't care if i'm deemed as a weakling, i'm just damn freaking tired...
just another observation of this fugly world: if you don't have power or authority, you'll just get trampled on, and it's a very real situation happening in our society and other societies alike i suppose. you won't have a voice, you are just a nobody. i suppose i understand the rationale behind all the power struggles happening and why they exist. if you don't get a share of the power, someone else will and you'll get ordered around endlessly...
so tired... i'm looking forward to my break. i don't know if i should still feel optimistic, maybe smth good will come out of this?
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:36 PM|
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Monday, February 07, 2011
I wanna get a set of skipping ropes, but the problem is i have no idea where to find it. Where on earth do they sell skipping ropes these days?
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:55 PM|
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Saturday, February 05, 2011
Lol... i was at my aunt's house chewing on my mochi happily when i saw this on the back of the mochi packet. lol!! i read the line in english first... i tried my best to understand, but after a while, i gave up and totally rofl after reading what it actually meant in chinese. Lol. It's a product from taiwan anw.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:38 PM|
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Friday, February 04, 2011
MORNING EARTH!!! haha... and happy cny!!! well, it's the second day of cny! as much as i try to control, i still gave in to the temptations of cny goodies!! :P haha... trying to keep away from the bak kwas and pineapple tarts though :P fortunately for me, both of these sinful snacks with the highest calorie count are not really my favourite goodies to binge on! :P prefer the white cookie made of susu (:
heehee. did i mention that my lil cousin's so adorable? she's adorable beyond words!! :P
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:12 AM|
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Tuesday, February 01, 2011
Lol... i found out that i'm shopping for different things as others in singapore.
Just as everyone's gearing up for cny and shopping for their items as if there's no tmr, i'm shopping for birthday gifts and searching around for ideas! spent my time today shopping for birthday items and bought some scrapbooking items to do DIY! i love scrapbooking, i just wish they were less pricey, that way it will be available for less well-off ppl like me!! lol.
Cny's round the corner. hope everyone will enjoy their cny hols and celebrations!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{9:57 PM|
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