Had a great day out yesterday! Light-hearted outing, and spent the day out with great company! ((:

Anws, breaking dawn part 2 is really qte boring. Hmm, made a wrong decision to catch that movie :X but overall, still loved yesterday! ((:

Drained. That's how i feel when i know tt all my planning has come to nought. I mean, if it all went through successfully, i wont even feel that i'd put in effort, cos the satisfaction derived from the successfully executed surprise will compensate me for the effort placed in. But now tt the plan is foiled, i feel so drained. Surprises only work out in fairytales. Cos in reality, the human world is too complex and filled w uncertainties and last min changes.

Despite several attempts to ensure that things will go well as planned, the plan still fell through in the end. I am rather disappointed now. I know it isn't anyone's fault. Im just disappointed tt it had to turn out this way despite my efforts and a week's worth of waiting. I waited eagerly for each day to pass and counted down to the arrival of monday. Every day, I cant help but think of how beautifully my plan will be executed on monday. So, when i knew tt i cant execute it, i felt sooo disappointed. Like all the planning and excitement came to nought. And no one would even realised how i had been keeping my excitement in and planning things out cos i made it a point to keep it a secret so tt it'll be a great surprise when executed. Okayyy, i know im ranting alr but i cant help it. Maine, chill, just dont try to surprise ppl like this in the future cos there's too many variables and unexpected last min stuff in reality.

Not in a good mood at all.

But im trying to tell myself tt life still has to go on, regardless of how i'm feeling. I still have to do what i'm supposed to do. Complete all my assignments, revise my work, go out w my friends. Life goes on as usual.

Dont think too much into things, maine yue. Stop letting yourself get distracted. You've spent three hours reading the same page yesterday. You are SO NOT going to let that happen again! Life has to go on whether you like it or not.

Not letting history repeat itself.