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Sunday, January 30, 2011
i found out that i cannot do things in moderation at all. it's a all-or-none thing. much like action potentials yea?
it's eitheer i eat a lot or i don't eat at all. (when i was on a crash diet post-o levels, with only fruits to my diet.)
it's either i talk a lot or i don't talk at all.
it's either i mug like hell(in sec 1 and 2 with minimal social life) or i don't mug at all.
it's either i show a lot of love to my family members or i don't feel like interacting with them at all.
it's either i feel like buying pretty clothes and go on a shopping spree one day or i'll just be too lazy to bother about my wardrobe and think, "why should i even bother with what i'm wearing, it's still clothes at the end of the day" and i end up repeating my wardrobe...
hmm, there must be somewhere in my brain that auto shuts off the "moderation" hormone and response that it elicits.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:11 AM|
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it's been raining intermittently since last night... sighs. still prefer the sun on this sunny island.
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what goes around comes around. please believe in that. i think i'm witnessing it first-hand. and that incident happened when i was a toddler. tell me about it. -shudders.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{8:59 AM|
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Thursday, January 27, 2011
I HATE MYSELF!!!
i'm so not committed to my jogging schedule this whole week! ARH!!! i'm being an asshole to myself... disappointing myself... ARHHHHHH!!! i'm so pissed that i can't think now... I'm getting fatter each day... as if not jogging isn't bad enough, i'm having dinners which are DARN FATTENING with HIGH CALORIE COUNT!!! my meal's screaming out at me, "i'm high on fats, don't eat me!" but i still have them nonetheless...
PLAN: breakfast in the morning... NO LUNCH! SOUP FOR DINNER!!! Charmaine yue, if you dare to break this, you ought to die! don't you dare, or even try to break this routine!!!
PISSED!!! where's your self-discipline! ass!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{9:48 PM|
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Tuesday, January 25, 2011
i just realised a few days ago that, along with the demise of my dell comp (haha), all my photos that i took during the japan trip's gone as well (in addition to all the sec and jc pics)... -sobs. fortunately, my uncle did take a few photos of us (though he focused more on his family)... and there's like a few pics of us from our jap trip in the cd that he passed to us. sobs... my photos :( and all the images that i found amusing and captured are gone... -sighs. nvm, there's still a few pics left here and there in the cd...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:48 PM|
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Monday, January 24, 2011
jogging every day next week and at least 100 sit-ups per day!! go charmaine yue! don't disappoint yourself!
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sometimes, crying does help, it relieves us of some load off our chest and makes us feel much better... so don't refrain from crying dear friends... if you need my shoulder, just give me a call ya? i will keep my phone close to me these days...promise... cos heavy burdens aren't supposed to be shouldered alone... the more you suppress it, the more tormented you'll feel... though it's not much of help, but if you need a listening ear, i'll be more than happy to be there... don't keep it all to yourself...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{1:51 AM|
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Thursday, January 20, 2011
went marina barrage today with ghc (:
really like the wind and scenery there. we went there this evening, so there was hardly anyone there except for a few pockets of ppl here and there flying kites... really windly, to the extent that it actually felt chilly... but, i like it (: i can just fall asleep with the wind and beautiful architectures there...
anyway, there was one funny convo that went on on our way back home:
Xiu: Darling~ (calls out to ser)
Me: Ser, hurry, just puke into her spaghetti top.
Xiu: what spaghetti? I ate ramen just now leh (-seriously referring to ajisen that we ate for dinner)
Me: Ser, hurry up, puke into her ramen top!
LOL!! from now on, xiu will be remembered for this joke of the century whenever she adorns a "ramen" top...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:35 PM|
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Tuesday, January 18, 2011
I wanna go to the airport and just rot there for a day... i wanna chill at the airport with my friends or just rot there alone... doesn't matter, just miss the airport... just watching the planes at the viewing gallery is sufficient to make my happy for the whole day (: some ppl may see this as a waste of time, well, it's just my form of relaxation.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:31 PM|
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Monday, January 17, 2011
I have a urge to sing sing sing!!! i can't sing at home cos we're so cramped up here... i needa go kbox soon. and i have to drag ong sihui with me!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{9:53 PM|
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Lol... i was pondering over something that happened at work today.
Today, 3 colleagues told me, "charmaine, you're so quiet today, what happened?" one colleague even asked me if i was sick or did something awful happen. Lol. Am i really that noisy normally? Just wondering... hoho, i asked them "you mean i was that noisy normally that when i cut down on talking, it becomes very obvious is it?" Lol... oh gosh, i think my alias: 于吵文 is resurfacing! :O HAHAHA..
I didn't notice that i spoke very little today, that's why i was very VERY VERY surprised when three of them mentioned it individually to me... but after they voiced it out, i suppose it's because of me memorising my hiragana characters during my free time in between serving patients. Usually i'll starta convo or disturb them when i have free time :P haha, i am such a irritating person right? guess i just can't stand the bore of not doing anything at work...
wow... i hope my loudness is not irritating anyone. cos i know of some ppl who can't really stand loud ppl, including myself... oh no.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{8:36 PM|
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Saturday, January 15, 2011
First jap lesson was hard :/
Gotta memorise the 50 Hiragana characters by next week... so i've gotta memorise like around 10 per day till wednesday.... gonna leave the last 2 days for revision and also to find out more interesting facts about japanese. Initially, i really hope that my teacher would be teo-sensei. But he ended up as the teacher next door, i heard he's actually a native jap who has been in singapore for many years now and even picked up our singapore accent together with hokkien, cantonese and chinese :(... nvm, i shall see how it goes. My current teacher's hiromi-sensei. She's really cute (: but she doesn't speak english well... o wells, that will mean i will have to learn jap more independently and try to pick it up fast so that i can get what she's saying. will try my best. never say no before you put in your best and try to accomplish smth.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:55 PM|
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Sunday, January 09, 2011
(: high waist shorts...
time to go on a diet (: exercise discipline and self-restrain...
bag + tee (:
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:01 PM|
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Saturday, January 08, 2011
went out to town today (:
haven't been out to town for quite some time now... and i simply love it cos i finally took time to stroll down the row of shops and look through the racks (:
I bought a nice mango top today and i'm so pleased with myself (:
BUT, i lost 10 bucks... as in i really drop a 10 dollar bill somewhere without knowing it..
Well, let's hope the lost 10 dollar bill is meant to help me 消灾解难! by thinking that way, i'll feel much better...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:23 PM|
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Friday, January 07, 2011
cececheer, you made my YEAR (: haha...
2011, i will strive to present a better me to this world.
here's a message that a friend texted me:
Keep the smile, Leave the tear,
Think of joy, Forget the fear,
Hold the laugh, Leave the pain,
Be joyous, cos it's NEW YEAR!
HAPPY 2011!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{12:43 AM|
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Wednesday, January 05, 2011
i've been jogging on alternate days for the past month now... and the result of that isn't too pleasant ): i've got these two huge calves now :( and my muscles feel like it's constantly tightening and strained ): gosh, i don't wanna have thunder thighs and calves.
anw, i've decided on reading campbell and reece once through while waiting for the A lvl result. hopefully, i'll find more interesting facts in that thick book(so heavy that it can be used as a weapon :P) since i'm reading it for leisure now instead of just memorizing facts for the exams.
anyways, happy 2011!! cheerios! (i've got a feeling, woo~, that this year's gonna be a good year, that this year's gonna be a good year... (: )
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:26 PM|
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