CAN I JUST OFF MY PHONE FOR LIKE 10 DAYS STRAIGHT? Okay, if i get really really really frustrated, i will do so next week, shall just remember to write a post on my wall on fb so tt my friends won't get worried...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:17 PM|
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I'm so tired... i really am. Sometimes, i really wish i've more time to myself... the "ME and myself" time.
(Weekly) Monday- Friend A asks me out, Tuesday- Friend B asks me out, Thursday- Friend C asks me out, Friday- Friend D asks me out, Saturday- Friend E asks me out OR go kampo's house, Sunday- finally, some "me" time, not very often though, cos my sunday does disappear sometimes too, if Friend F decides to meet up too.
So, the frequency of meeting up with one friend, say fictitious character Mary, is like once a week. And if Mary feels like meeting up another time for that week, i'll have to like juggle my schedule like mad amidst my school, part-time job and jap classes! so though my friends feel like the frequency of meeting up with me is really low, i seriously have no choice, it's really cos i can't handle this any much better..
I need some time to do the things i want and study myself. I just can't keep up with this anymore... i really feel like breaking down and telling this world that i'm really really tired. I WANT TO JUST HAVE SOME TIME TO MYSELF. and i really appreciate and love "me" time... i need all the "me" time in the world that i can get like when i was in sec days...
I really wish that my friends would all understand, cos i am freaking tired... i wanna study alone, shop alone, drink coffee at starbucks by myself and spend the whole weekend myself, travelling alone... I wanna BE alone, just for a little while...
my life is such an effing piece of shit cos i can't express myself well to my friends... And it's not even my friends' fault cos they don't know these, It's my inability to tell them that i don't wanna meet and that i'm tired from all these meetings... I'M SO FREAKING TIRED!! GODDAMNIT! CHARMAINE, YOU'RE BORN WITH A MOUTH AND A BRAIN, CAN YOU JUST SPEAK YOUR MIND! asshole, i'm so angry with myself...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:56 PM|
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I'm healthy again! (: haha, except for my nose, it's still a little blocked, and it refuses to go away :P
I'm thankful for all my friends who've been so caring and wonderful.
Things are getting a little busier in school. There's quite a bit of assignments and revision to rush for. gonna go mug now! (:
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:43 AM|
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Friday, September 23, 2011
Fever, a yearly affair? :/
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{6:41 PM|
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Sunday, September 11, 2011
STUDY STUDY STUDY (: (: (:
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{10:17 AM|
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ME
About Me
Maine
13051991
SIM-UOL Accounting & Finance, Sophomore
LOVES SINGING. wanna try acapella one day, but i still lack confidence
love st nics to bits
Likes
FAVES...
Chocs
Ice-cream
Dislikes
being bossed around
coffee!
people who smoke near me
abalone!
