there's nothing much i can achieve with this cowardice attitude in place..
cross all the obstacles bravely, don't come to a standstill and ponder over your decisions for an extended period of time.. By the time you finish pondering, everything will be too late.. it's just not you, charmaine yue. you used to be able to speak up and fend for yourself and those around you. you used to be indignant about issues that you deem unfair or unjustified. sitting there and being a spectator is not what you're made of. please, don't just blindly conform to everything.. it's silly. gain your foothold once again and prove that you're no pushover..
why is it that when you grow up, you'll start thinking of issues like that. why can't i just stop thinking of them, like how it used to be like when everything was so simple then.. a=a, b=b, there was little or rather, no complications whatsoever. we only had to have fun, have fun and HAVE FUN.. Is this a endless slope down into more misery as we grow even older??
Thanks mummy and daddy, for putting up with my nonsense these few days.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{3:36 AM|
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009
STRESS STRESS STRESS!!! really just feel like collapsing... at least when i collapse, i'll get some time to breathe normally... ):
CHARMAINE, hang in there... few more weeks..
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{9:37 PM|
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Sunday, April 19, 2009
haha, i took photos of yall too! =P nice one!! haha, sihui, you look so hilarious covering yourself while singing. your mic's like pointing to nobody =P proud to show you my mixture of DUNG!! haha, didn't think of the ingredients though =P
miss the QIHANG days.. look at huahui ppl, sweet as always.. i'm proud of huahui's tradition! very sad, can't make it for this year's luying.. sigh. blame it on aj's 25th anniversary which rob Sara of her 18th birthday and me of my luying.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{1:53 AM|
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
very sad today. don't know why, but i just feel down and out of sorts... i wanna be like mummy, she's smiling every moment of her life(most of the time) and she's satisfied with what's she has got.
Cherish every moment of your life charmaine, live it with a smile... ( it's freaking easy to say, but VERY HARD to achieve.) haix.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{7:41 PM|
i'm happy as long as i get to see his pic once a day =P bahaha.. this is freaking huachi...
School's hell this few days... charmaine yue, smile! like what mr gilbert tan said the other day, " be grateful that you wake up everyday with the ability to learn and opportunities to pursue what you want and yearn for." Appreciate what you have, there are many others worse than you are...
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{7:35 PM|
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Saturday, April 04, 2009
you made me laugh, you made me cry, you made me realise, and you taught me the meaning of avoidance.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{7:40 PM|
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Thursday, April 02, 2009
OMG! i just found out, Kim Bum is born in the year 1989!! which means he is only 2 years older than me!!! :( all my previous 13 laogongs are all like at least 5 years apart!! THIS PROVES ONE POINT: I AM REALLY GETTING OLD NOW. as in, i'm growing older. i never thought it was this scary... The thought just send shivers down my spine... !!!
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:54 PM|
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ME
About Me
Maine
13051991
SIM-UOL Accounting & Finance, Sophomore
LOVES SINGING. wanna try acapella one day, but i still lack confidence
love st nics to bits
Likes
FAVES...
Chocs
Ice-cream
Dislikes
being bossed around
coffee!
people who smoke near me
abalone!
