I love you, but please know that i cannot wait any longer for your anger to simmer.

My heart, it feels like it's been stabbed in the middle and if i move forward, i'll get stabbed deeper and die. If i move backwards, my heart will bleed and i'll also die. This five days has been the most confusing/anxious period of my life. Ive been waiting by the hour. Flinching when the lift bell rings, hoping tt it's you who comes through those doors. Holding on to my phone every minute, waking up in the middle of the night when i feel the slightest vibration. Haha, and i cant do this anymore.

My heart feels so heavy. It's getting heavier by the minute. And rather than carrying it with me as you continue to ignore me. I would rather tell my heart to give up all hopes of any reconciliation. This is prolly how you forced all your previous girlfriends to initiate breakups, right? That's why you refuse to tell me how you made them initiate it. Haha, you bad ass.

Let it go, maine. You know if you continue to harbour any hope, you wont be able to concentrate on anything. Haha, ironically, the last song i introduced to him was "let it go" cos i find it a nice song tt we can sing tgt. Haha

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