Everytime when we have disagreements or quarrels, my heart dies a little inside. It feels so empty and disgustingly hollow and void of any emotions other than pain and sorrow.

Can we not quarrel? I am a person who listens to different opinions. You can just tell me nicely without inducing pain on me. I am easily affected by your actions. And i just dont feel good when i know you're angry but i just dont know what else i can do. And i end up being mad at myself. And i end up feeling so lost tt i can just sit thr all day without doing anything and recount the incident.