Drained. That's how i feel when i know tt all my planning has come to nought. I mean, if it all went through successfully, i wont even feel that i'd put in effort, cos the satisfaction derived from the successfully executed surprise will compensate me for the effort placed in. But now tt the plan is foiled, i feel so drained. Surprises only work out in fairytales. Cos in reality, the human world is too complex and filled w uncertainties and last min changes.