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Thursday, December 23, 2010
lost my cool today. and i felt so bad after that. everyone was feeling pressurized under the stress that we faced today. sorta buckle under the stress and flared up. it's the feeling of helplessness that drove me to the tipping point. i expect ppl to reciprocate and treat me the way i treat them, but maybe it's too much to ask for. ppl are not willing to help, not willing to step out of their comfort zone to assist you when you're in need, period. no explanations needed.
lesson learnt : never expect help from others. especially in your workplace. always depend on yourself cos you'll never know when others will let you down. still, i shouldn't have shouted like that. though i really hate how selfish and ugly ppl can get, it's not even my area of responsibility and i put in the effort to help, only to receive a shrug from the staff nurse there who said, " i'm very busy" and then rolled her eyes. Bloody hell, i'm busier with loads of patient to attend to. It's just that your patient came to me and i helped her and now i'm directing her back to you to finalise the details and there you go shrugging and shirking responsibilities. Asshole. how am i suppose to know how to deal with your patients. Lots of ppl have very ugly sides to them. downright mean and ugly :(
k, i don't really seem very apologetic. the fact is that i'm feeling bad for flaring up and adding tension to the alr-very-busy-and-stressful clinic and for the fact that i'm not controlling my temper well enough, but i'm not feeling apologetic towards that irritating ass.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:39 PM|
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