
alyy + leonce
Thursday, December 16, 2010
jogging with xiu on saturday! :)
celebrating dad's bday on sat!
i'm running out of ideas. haven't really figure out how we should celebrate his birthday. and since i'm the only one in my boring family who's interested in celebrating birthdays in an interesting manner, i ought to come up with something fast lest it becomes a disappointing bday celebration.
haven't send out christmas cards... shall do so in the next few days, else they'll become belated xmas cards, which will be like so not sincere.
mum asked me to just kiv jap lessons. but if i don't learn it now during my 8 mth break, wouldn't it be like a total waste of time? jap jap jap jap jap.. damn it, why didn't i take it up in sec?
wondering if i should continue yamaha's music course... i know they'll start teaching us how to compose songs the next grade. but first, i have to figure out how to pass the grade that i struggled so hard with in j1. i'm so bad at hearing, so bad at improvising, so bad at sight singing, i cringe whenever i hear myself sing. and the only thing i'm interested in for the next grade is actually composing... actually i've dreamt of excelling in hearing and being able to improvise on the spot, but i know it'll never happen in reality, cos i'm not really blessed with musical talents. others start early and excel, i start early and only worsen as years go by. you have only yourself to blame charmaine yue, serve you right for not practising the chords and stuff when you were young.
on some days, i'll wonder... are my friends all doing fine? you know, you won't really think of these stuff while you're in school and studying... but when you're working or having a break from school, these thoughts will just pop up in your mind.
miss baby alyy, shall visit her soon. heard she's chubby now :)
anw, one of my younger cousins picked up a line from school(kindergarden). and his favourite catch phrase now whenever he sees someone is, "are you gay?". LOL. he asked baby alyy(who is only four months old btw) if she's gay.. my bro was standing beside the baby cot and just staring at my cousin unbelievably. he's mental :P btw, i sorta pitied him and said yes... and he asked me, why are you gay? and right after, he asked me, what is gay? LOL. he picked up that line without knowing what it means. kids are seriously... haha.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{11:48 PM|
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