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Friday, October 30, 2009
今天，我又发烧，烧到39.0度，也吐了几次，很辛苦。但让我感到难过的并非此时。
我从学校回来后，冲了凉就躺在床上休息。睡着睡着，就烧得越厉害。当时，就phone my brother and the first thing he said was, "i'm very busy, what do you want?" and i just said bye and hung up. he's an asshole, really. 之后，我就走到客厅去，让自己不要待在房间，也让比较容易冒汗。差不多四点多时，daddy 从泰国回来了。身体稍微好一点的我就叫了他一声，他连应都不应一声。当我最需要安慰和照顾时，他的反应让我感到无比的心寒。he took his luggage and went into his room to unpack it. just as he was passing by my room, he shouted," WHY IS YOUR FAN ON WHEN YOU'RE IN THE LIVING ROOM?" ... i felt like replying " Bloody Hell!! i'm sick! can't you just show some care and concern?" but at that point in time, i felt too disappointed, very disappointed in my dad.
Why is it that when i need help, my family will always not be there for me? do i even have a family? sometimes, i'll ask myself, why am i so unfortunate to be in such a family that doesn't show care and concern for fellow members of the family... (except mummy, of course)
Thanks loads Zhen zhen and regi for sending me home today and of course, Sihui, for your precious carbon pill! :) I'm feeling much better now :)
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{5:18 PM|
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