
hate myself
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
OMG!!! Ppl, i'm appalled at my ability to slack. I'm very very very amused. I was so determine to work hard, but take a look at my progress:
Friday (23/5) : went out with jinyi and kiawoon till 6++(bought a dress), afterwhich, i met up with xiu and lays till 9++
Saturday(24/5): went out with jinyi TO SHOP MORE!!!(bought flip flops) :p After all the shopping with jinyi, met up with Tan in the evening to shop MORE and catch up with les session!
At P.S With Jinyi. (cedarian!!!)

At mos with Tan.
Sunday(25/5): It was a mugging session supposedly, but in the end, it turned out to be stoning cum catching up session with lays. do you see what i mean by my low level of perserverance and determination?
Monday(26/5): KBOX SESSION WITH XIU AND SER! i k-ed from 11 in the morning up till 7 at night. (which cost me up to $30 ++, ouch...)

Tuesday(27/5): morning- yawned throughout mdm ong's consultation slot. (gosh, i haven't finish my inequalities tutorial!!!) Afternoon: WENT OUT WITH MY P.A.E GIRLS FOR GSS CRAZY SHOPPING! this time, I BOUGHT EVEN MORE! i bought shoes, shorts and my PULLOVER!!! (i just kept using my card, and i think daddy's gonna kill me when he finds out)

The stuff i bought :( . i feel like a dumb spendthrift now (and it's my first time buying shoes of that kind) gosh, i feel damn sad. (firstly, i dont really need a tube dress or shoes with heels, but sad to say, i bought both of them this week.)
O man, do you call this slack or slack! I feel like slapping myself for spending money so wastefully. I've NEVER EVER SHOP LIKE THAT BEFORE. Or rather, i didn't know that i could shop. Well, considering that i used to feel irritated when ppl take very long to shop and i have to wait cos i dont really shop. So, i feel rather guilty now. the "angel side" of me is reproaching myself for everything i've done so far. Hate this kind of behaviour. i shall save up and not spend anymore :(
Luckily, Meiyi is coming to my rescue tmr. We're going out to mug, and hopefully it's gonna be smooth and uneventful.
This thursday will be 4 purity's bbq!!! Reunion with the gals, hope it'll be fun! :D
-feel rather sad now. arh.
Journey through this phase of my life @ |{7:09 PM|
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